Friday 21 November 2008

It's been too long

If everything goes to plan I will be getting spanked on Monday. I've lost track of how long it's been since I was last spanked, I think three weeks or a month maybe? Purely my fault, I've had a mad few weeks because of various things and have barely had time to breathe, let alone get spanked. The trouble is I'm now in the position of half longing for and half dreading Monday. I *need* to be spanked. It's been too long. I'm craving it. Or at least the tiny part of my that's not exhausted, overwhelmed and in desperate need of a quiet evening in front of the television followed by an 8pm bedtime is craving it ;-) After all, I'm a kinky girl, being spanked is part of my raison d'ĂȘtre nowadays. On the other hand, I'm dreading it. It's been three weeks (at least). I think my rear has probably returned to it's original , virgin, unspanked state. How on earth is it going to cope?! Needless to say, it will be a shock to the system. Both a bad one and a good one.


Winchester said...

Sounds as if some sort of stress relief spanking is needed. A slow, gentle warm up to begin bringing your bottom into famiality with the feeling again - after all its is not meant to be a punishment is it? -followed by a gradual exposure of the target area, and a gradual increase in force and tempo. That should bring emotional as well as physical satisfaction.

If you ar really bothered about the length of time since your last, you couild always indulge in a littlew self-spanking - not the easiewst of things but better than nothing!

Meanshile, try to enjoy the anticipation of Monday.

PK said...

Even if a there is to be some discipline this weekend I bet you have been good enough to have earned a good girl first. Like Winchester said, a nice slow loving warm up is just what you need. You can ease back into it.


Brambleberry Blush said...

I think you need it more than you don't. The fear only increases that tingly feeling, use it, enjoy it.

And be especially nice to yourself this weekend.


Malcolm said...

Let's hope all does go to plan, cos of course we want to hear all about it.

Hermione said...

I love the feeling of anticipation. It makes the spankingthat much more effective.


Eliane said...

Oh, it had better go to plan - I might explode otherwise!! And that would not be fun.

Anonymous said...

Good luck tomorrow!