Tuesday 28 October 2008

Vanilla Flavour

I've got a nearly finished post all about Monday's caning that I started last night, but instead of finishing it I'm typing a new post. Why? Because I seem to have turned vanilla in my sleep. I'm not quite sure why... it's never happened to me before, or at least not since I started being kinky in real life...
And the weirdest thing. I don't feel particularly bothered about having lost all kinky thoughts, urges and desires. Feel like I could stay vanilla and that wouldn't be an issue. What's that all about?
Anyway, I'm hoping today is a temporary aberration, and when I wake up tomorrow, I'll be back to my usual kinky self. And finish that post about last night.


Irelynn said...

Don't worry Eliane, I get those periods too. In fact, I can go whole weeks without thinking about kinky things once. They always pass sooner or later. :)

Anonymous said...

I think you should give yourself a break! Do what you enjoy doing WHEN you enjoy doing it. There's a lot of talk out there on the internet that seems to indicate if we don't do what other people do (and do it 24/7) that we're somehow not doing it RIGHT.

You and your partner are the best guage of what's right for you, and you really shouldn't ever feel bad for wanting what you want, and NOT wanting something ALL the time.