I've never had much of a desire to switch. In fact, scrub that, I've never had ANY desire to switch. Me spanking someone else has never been part of my fantasies. As time goes on, though, I start to wonder what it would be like. It doesn't turn me on any more than it did before, and I'm not interested in it through any desire for control or power; for me spanking is all about giving up control and power.
I think the main reason I'm interested in switching is because I'm curious to know what it's like to spank someone, from a purely, well, scientific standpoint.
I want to know what it feels like to spank someone - how much force you need to use - with your hand, with implements... how do you cane? How do you use a tawse or a strap? I was never much one for physics/mechanics but I'm starting to think if I'd been taught it with reference to spanking, it might have made a lot more sense!
I think some of my curiosity comes from the fact that when you are being spanked, you don't really see the mechanics of it - you don't see how far back the hand or implement is being pulled, or how fast it falls, you don't see the impact it makes on your bum when it lands. I could remedy this lack of knowledge by filming myself or something but that still doesn't give you that FEEL for how the force and the impact are related.
I suspect I'm not making much sense, even to myself, and, needless to say, given my piss-poor aim, I'm not about to inflict my desire for scientific understanding on somebody else's rear end. A cushion will just have to do. Which is a shame, as it is not exactly responsive!
19 hours ago