I'm a spiller. In more than one sense of the word actually, given that I'm always dropping and spilling things. Right now though, I mean in the "spilling my guts" context. I'm not good at telling lies, for starters, so I generally don't bother. In fact I'm so bad, that my mother (who in all fairness knows me very well) can spot a lie in a one word answer I give, *via the phone*. She asked me a question yesterday, and I said, in a perfectly even tone, "Yes". "That means no", she replied. She was right as well... That's how bad I am at lying.
But in addition to that, I'm a spiller. I just can't keep my mouth shut if I've done something wrong. I'll drop myself in it in the blink of an eye. Even while my brain is screaming "shutupshutupshutup" my mouth will be admitting to something that never would have been known about otherwise.
So this is my new challenge to myself: to learn to stop getting myself into trouble when there is no need. Not the most honourable challenge in the world, but I'm sure it will make my life slightly easier!
21 hours ago